Auto-Mantra, Meterage, Jumps/Glitches [UPDATE5]


Many of you know the “Coursian” mantra…

You are perfect, immortal spirit, whole and innocent.
All is forgiven and released.

…but some haven’t applied this to THEMSELVES:

*I* am perfect, immortal spirit, whole and innocent.
All is forgiven and released.

You deserve this mantra, too. Try doing it on yourself — and believing it! — right now, or in your next meditation. (And for those who think they don’t need to meditate anymore… good luck with that.)

A little help?

Knock Knock

Note that what CATs call “knock knock” (the coded energy coming from Portal One inside the sun) is stepping up again… and becoming more complex.. and kinda crazy. Getting us ready for the Roaring ’20s:

Nearly everyone can feel this, now… in one way or another.
It shows up here as those metered lines.



Whoa. That’s crazy.


Calm calm calm.. then BLAM.
Whoa. Not sure if that’s a jump or not. We aren’t exactly seeing it anywhere else… yet. UPDATE: Guides said this was a “glitch in the matrix.”


And here’s more of the Wave X knock, but on a longer wavelength:

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Some of us are experiencing headaches, some skeletal creakiness, while others are feeling it in the gut… and some have no symptoms at all, luckies.

There was also this:


There was this interesting bit of twist on Xmas day:


And we’ve also had five good-sized GRBs in the past three days:


And with Gaia relaxing her magnetic field, we’re getting most of that GRB energy right between the eyes… and it feels like it. But it’s all good. Still, we’re gonna hide in our boxes till the Rose Parade starts.



Nice legs, Merlin.


The perils of the clairaudient cook. One of the M’s said they were watching TV with the sound off in an adjacent room to the kitchen while a lasagna was in the oven… and they heard their oven’s timer go off (the oven is an LG, so it has this annoyingly distinctive ring), but… the sound was off (fainter, muffled), making the M think that the oven was malfunctioning. Then they checked the timer… and there were still over eight minutes left. Seems they’d heard ANOTHER M on ANOTHER TIMELINE, but they’d put their lasagna in earlier!











Aaaand we had yet another jump:





And Etna snapped to green.

What a day.

Btw, here’s Antarctica AFTER the SF shielding:


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It’s starting again. Buckle up. We’re all feeling it, bigtime.







Oh, and the Schumann has paused for the moment:



  • Anybody else dream about a plucked headless zombie chicken? (It wasn’t threatening, it just kept escaping.) Two CATs have reported this.
  • Another reported people randomly reading menus out loud — reading them WRONG, in an odd manner.
  • Ten CATs reported experiencing the recent timeline jump LIVE, as did a commenter (where the room went inside out/felt like reality vanished/blacked-out for a moment).

Like we said: buckle up.


We had a CME, non-earth-facing, but no biggie:


268 thoughts on “Auto-Mantra, Meterage, Jumps/Glitches [UPDATE5]

  1. I took several courses long ago were pretty aligned with ACIM without the spiritual overtones. Such as:

    ” I see only the past” etc
    (ACIM Lesson)

    Anyway, one of the points to provide access to Being “empowered” in Life revolved around the release/cessation of “resistance”

    When we “resist”
    it is like holding our hands in front of us, BOTH of them, as if trying to STOP something

    What can we do when we are doing that?


    we are ALREADY “doing” something
    we are “doing” THAT

    WHEN we choose instead to simply “acknowledge” a situation instead of resisting it? NOW what can we do?

    Well, we can “Create” the possibility of ANYTHING we want!
    Both hands are down now, access is provided TO Create!

    (Please NOTE: i did NOT say:

    I said “Acknowledge” that things “Are AS they Are”

    Best reason to do this is because things are, in fact, AS they are
    and so this is a step AWAY from living in denial

    (Like the floor IS on the floor) just is … no emotion involved


    Like some here, my family dynamics have their fill of “drama”, in the past, i have resisted this

    since we act as antennas broadcasting out what is going on within, it is pretty certain family “picked up” on BOTH my judgement of them
    this further “cemented” it in (made it “real”) in my personal reality

    Been there
    Done that

    THIS year, i decided that loss of my son was ENOUGH “loss” and i wanted the “comfort” of a loving united family

    so i set about the task of creating just that

    First energetically
    I “acknowledged” what “is so”
    thanked EVERYONE for their part
    (some played it “masterfully” to a hilt!)
    EXCELLENT work!

    AND time to move on …

    THEN, I began to dissolve ALL of the “chords ” of attachment EVERYONE was SO insistent on “making real” and keeping them SOLID (BOTH sides, i tell you BOTH sides ALWAYS play a part)

    Released Charge from EVERY point
    in EVERY timeline (since we keep jumping)
    for EVERYONE

    specifically, i chose to Create that ALL family member’s (blood related or NOT) interactions reflect to one another ONLY the “inherent love and appreciation that we had for ourselves, and that others had for us PRIOR to our incarnation on the planet”

    did ho’oponopono:

    “I AM Sorry”
    “Please forgive me”
    “Thank you”
    and “I love you”

    while walking my puppy on EVERYONE about a month leading up to Thanksgiving

    EACH day, i sent them LOTS of love and reached out with a small loving gesture of some sort sometimes physically, sometimes privately sending and generating love within but ALWAYS with INTENTIONALITY


    when it came time i took on being the “host” for the family affair

    27 people gathered in my home

    MANY who had NOT been in the same room together (at least not without daggers in their eyes) for a good (16 yrs)

    (this was an undertaking, as i don’t even cook! )

    with my presence there, continuously generating peace and love and playing frequency of 528 hz and 639 hz in background (couldn’t hurt, right?) it was quite beautiful, peaceful and at some point i stepped outside to the moonlight by myself and feeling quite moved by it all, allowed tears to flow ( i didn’t even realize til that moment the pain of having things in conflict before had been so strong, and like a WHOOSH of release came out)

    AND so it was once again, that the WHOLE family gathered to celebrate my mother’s birthday AFTER being together AGAIN for Christmas! and the sister that she had mortal conflict with, was the one who drove with me to pick up her cake! and yes, i STILL had to nudge my mother to acknowlege and THANK her sister … but baby steps … sigh

    my friends told me after i looked a tad exhausted BUT very peaceful
    AND i was very grateful

    been VERY sleepy ever since ❤

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    1. P.S. i don’t want to give anyone the erroneous impression that this was a walk in the park! because it wasn’t. my friend was being kind when she said i looked “a tad” exhausted. …. i was EXTREMELY exhausted!

      Whenever we set about to “Create” something “new” … something positive? you can BET that forces WILL arise in opposition

      that’s just a given

      almost with EACH interaction with a relative as i was attempting to interject compassion and understanding for another relative, i’d invariably have that “REALLY?” expression on my face!

      you know, where your brows furrow and you’re a bit deflated at their response … :/

      i had to remind EACH of them that there are SEVEN BILLION people on the planet!!

      and out of those?

      NOT ONE was identical in EVERYTHING

      NOT ONE

      SOOO … the chances that at SOME POINT, the person they were interacting with was going to THINK, ACT or CHOOSE “differently” than them was pretty darned high!

      so could we PLEEEEASE STOP being “shocked”

      WHEN that happened?

      Let’s just take it for granted that it WILL, ok?
      and can we PLEEEEASE remain unfluttered (flabbergasted) that it did?

      so the freaking what?

      we’re adults now
      we REALLY CAN “handle” it

      is it THAT difficult to MAKE that choice?
      HOW does one even function in life without realizing this by age oh … 30?

      and even i lost it with my mother at one point
      she made me REALLY angry!

      i “felt” like calling her invitation off!!

      SHE was one of THE main ones excluded regularly anyway!

      her only “in” was ME!!

      So i HAD to remind myself that “feelings” are NOT an accurate measure of reality
      they are just a VERY individualized perspective
      a poor basis for “choice”

      SOOO had to breathe in

      “things ARE exactly the way that they ARE”


      “Things are NOT the way that they are NOT”


      CEASE resisting!

      the floor is NEVER going to STOP BEING ON THE FLOOR

      THAT isn’t even the problem!

      MY “resistance” to the fact that “the floor is on the floor”

      THAT is THE “problem”

      AND ask myself:

      WHAT was i COMMITTED to?

      “Being right”?
      “Family unity” i claimed to desire?

      AND i put on my “big girl pants” on

      took a deep breath
      and REfocused

      yea … pretty exhausting

      BUT worth it ❤

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      1. EVERY experience is “part of the process”

        and they ALL have but ONE purpose:

        to allow us to see where we are yet “holding on” to a bit of darkness
        (wounds yet unhealed)

        the mission in EACH case?

        SHINE the light to dispel the darkness!
        (HEAL ~ HEAL ~ HEAL)

        ALL that is presented to us, irrespective of the particular details
        serve but to allow us to bring light (love) to dispel the darkness
        or another’s
        (i say almost always ~ BOTH)

        there are no exceptions ❤

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  2. I still don’t understand why I seem to be the exact opposite of most people with the effects of the Schumann resonance. I feel calm and grounded, happy and connected to Source when the resonance is higher. It’s when it’s in the lower frequencies that I feel uncomfortable, depressed, anxious… Etc. Someone said that this might be because I’m actually integrating the upgrades better than most and that I now feel unsettled in the lower, more normal frequencies. Maybe that’s am explanation? I don’t really know. I have spent about 7 years doing some really, really difficult inner and outer work. But I’m sure I’m not “there” yet. Lol.

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    1. CATs typically get the energy 2-5 days before everyone else. Perhaps so we can guide. Perhaps because we live closer to portals. There is no “ahead” or “behind.” We get there when we get there. Are we there, yet?

      -CAT Eds.

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  3. sharing is caring-safe [email protected] lots of questions some clues magnetics-2 sources a/ sun b at south pole from that direction

    @3.40mins start

    2/ prior to event above with ie sun magnetic portal efxs- and contains a compilation

    3 for current written run of events relative to SCHUMANblockDOWN event

    3/ magnetic wave interactions from sun source and south polar region-definition of sources- ie current magnetic anomolies noted on/inof/with sun and if possible to define factors TYPE/ MAGNETICS AND OR FREQUENCY AND OR DIRECTION AND OR AMPLITUDE-can cycles be defined based on compilation of 2019 in video 2-OTHERS CAN BE ADDED WITH REFERENCE TO ABOVE FACTORS AND QUANTUM EQUATION CONCEPTS-

    ONCE sun magnetics influences defined and translated into energies then SOUTH POLAR define direction/type/duration and relative amplitude of wave anamoly and denote possible cyclic events and recognized effects THEN perhaps we could balance these two cosmic wave functions in relation to 2020 planetary movements-conjunctions/squares/ect-mass/gravity of combonational celestial objects all being influenced by those two above below forces with their vibrational effects on our planet earth/gaia

    could be as easy as new moon full moon correlations-just amplitude and intensity changes-but cyclical close to mayan calendar functionality-

    on web download Mayonics 2.0, copyright c k mark…
    blog search archives for 2019 for references or correlations of noted activity for comparison2data
    NOW weather for earth based above ground weather monitoring
    physical alignments worth the watch original with translation-ps all his work from 2012 well worth review for understanding of mayan perspective of unfolding events
    magnetic fluuid flow practice makes perfect-me still slow and low

    thats about all for now-out to move in sun-much warmer than inside-are there ways of finding data relating to measurement of sun light/intensity/luniosity/brilliance for note on health effects of balancing the magnetic anomolies-also will look for daily waves during sunlight exposure efx on health-

    recommended research for health adjustments and alignments
    english interpretation came up first on list but not original am review myself-

    manythxs best of search and learn for 2020

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  4. On a question of ‘accidents’ – I had checked on grddaughter some time previous this morning (Lily thanks for ‘nappy’ advice) then heard her upset or crying – she does sometimes after waking up – maybe from not being not that pleased with being awake here? I walked out of my room because my daughter was in bathroom dealing with severe pregnancy cr*p symptoms – I tripped on my rt too long pant leg and crashed face first into corner of counter right under my nose above front teeth – I’m surprised, but still have them… blood letting ensued – lengthy dripping into kitchen sink for a while til my son-in-law could get me a roll of toilet paper ( and of course put it in back of me, not seen, while he cleaned blood off the floor – lol, *sigh*)
    I hope it knocked something useful out of me – will see what my face looks like later…

    Yesterday was ‘fun’ – morning was ~8 inch long drill bits drilling through head diagonally from top/front between crown and temple through eye toward teeth – tooth pains returned – followed by drilling opposite diagonal up from between mastoid and occiput toward center brain – evening increased dizzy/passing out feeling – neither accurate to describe feeling and a bit later stomach pains like ingested ground glass… Today better except for headache, but no drills – things tend to get worse toward evening for me…

    I do wish SOMETHING would hold my interest – just plodding through necessary 3d stuff…

    Hope all goes well or better for everyone – keep your faces away from forceful en’counters’ with counter corners … 🙂


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    1. Kg – will you please-please-please consider doing a very important thing? Could you take those pants of yours, with them too long pant legs, with you into the kitchen and cut them off into the right length? Pleeeease?!

      I nearly choked on the lemonade I was drinking while reading what you wrote!! Two years ago, my mom got exactly the same injury in exactly the same place! Only she misjudged the distance to the pavement, took a too short step, tripped and fell face first into a corner-stone right beside the pavement. She scared me to death when she phoned me from the hospital. Her scar is a constant reminder..

      Please pay attention to any worsening or your injury. I’m thinking about the roots of your teeth.. just so there are’nt any cracks in your jaw-bone or so from the impact..

      Sending you healing love and care, Kg💖

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      1. @MeasMeandu, I thank you greatly for your reply of concern – yes, it could have been nastier – esp onto pavement – whoa! I’m glad your mom is ok.
        The object of impact was a wooden microwave cabinet on wheels that was against another long cabinet my daughter found on/off the street – the innocently offending immovable source of injury had rounded edges, so that helped not produce a cutting action and my very smart talented body seemed to do some martial arts type of slapping motion to spread force of impact with my hands – considering how much my right base thumb joint hurts today, that took a good deal of the brunt of fall – I think the left missed or slipped – these things happen so fast… After bleeding into the sink for a while I lay down with a frozen sauce packet to different areas around my nose ( good to save those unused sauce packets, lol. I think this one had been raspberry vinaigrette that came with a salad mix SEVERAL YEARS AGO 🙂 A use for every thing… One doesn’t always have frozen petite peas on hand 🙂 )
        BTW… I did get guidance (there is also a small split in the inside seam that an ‘other foot’ toe got stuck in) to fix the pants, even recently to use a safety pin, but the only ones I had were to a cheap tiny sewing kit that never seem to stay closed on anything I used them on, so figured I’d end up stabbing myself at some point – Yes, that would have been a lesser injury. I could have hemmed them, but I have great difficulty threading a needle and sewing is difficult because of essential tremors. Not a great excuse… Pants(trousers to you UK peoples, not undies) got too long because I keep shrinking due to spinal disorder. I did pin it up. I only have two pair plus one that is too big all round and looong, someone gave me, that are even worse, that I don’t wear.

        Thus ends the ‘end of year/decade’ cautionary tale – listen to your guidance and don’t argue with it’s wisdom – the nose you save may be your own, lol…

        thank you, again, MeasMeandu –


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      2. Yeah, I damaged the root of a tooth in a similar accident when I was 16, nasty affair, huge swelling of the face the next day, lots of dental work…
        Sending love and healing, Kg! Hang in there!
        And I agree with Uli, let’s be safe everyone! With all these energies coming in it’s easy to get distracted and have an accident, a friend of mine recently broke a femur because she tripped over her untied shoelace! Think OSHA ( work safety) rules, all that good stuff, preventing accidents, lifting techniques, clear paths, no rushing…
        I remember reading Mary Summer Rain’s book ‘Phoenix Rising’, which describes the visions of a blind Native American Shaman about Gaia changing into her new self. In it there was a chapter devoted to people having a lot more accidents than normal, something about the ‘safety-gloves’ coming off, guardian angels being kept from helping and saving people. I have no idea how accurate these visions are or what timeline they describe, but being a little extra careful and alert can’t hurt!
        Love and hugs, everyone!

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  5. PSS

    AND i had my own “bitter pill” to “swallow”

    i set the example

    my aunt (mom’s “nemesis”) remarried after my favorite uncle passed away about 30 years ago

    i have NEVER acknowledged him AS my “uncle”

    no animosity from me (last decade anyway)
    just “nothing burger”
    don’t even speak to him

    SOOOO … in family text i put out that ON Thanksgiving Day, i was braving the supermarket that was known to be a circle of “insanity” for the EXPRESS purpose to buy Coke Zero ~~~~ FOR Dave (the heretofore ignored “uncle”) ~ trust me this raised eyebrows .. (sinister grin! 😀 )

    i also invited a couple of friends i KNEW he would get along with (i’m not the only one that ignores him, i’m just more blatant about it )

    AND when they came and i was introducing? i VERY casually said:

    “this is my uncle Dave”

    he was sitting on a bar stool in my kitchen and almost fell off!

    the UNexpected “shock” of his was totally worth it! 😀 😀 😀

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    1. If You bought me a “soft drink”, I’de fall off the stool(thinking Your trying to poison me). Peace!

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      1. @Christopher Schneider

        and one with Aspartame in it no less! o.O puts a whole new twist in the “killing them with kindness” thing huh? 😀

        i may have to plead the 5th on this one 😀 😀 😀

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  6. Well, this post came out just at the time I won the prize for the worst mother award, Mantra needed on myself in bucket loads.

    Another rough night with Elsie and I made things so much worse…

    Was going to try and meditate before bed in an attempt to get some serenity and calm back into my head. Just as I closed my eyes and started deep breathing Elsie screamed and I had to go and see that she was okay. We were up a while before I finally collapsed into bed and fell into a major nightmare the whole subject centering around the control/abuse I experienced from ex partner (I have spent the last two years forgiving and releasing using ho’oponopono and more recently the Mantra, had reached a point where I saw him and I as just characters in a play/this game of life etc…and hold no judgement/resentment just awareness that in this life I still need to protect Elsie and myself and to let everything go that does not serve our highest good.) If I hadn’t got such a good shield around our home I would have been convinced he was sending some kind of harmful psychic stuff last night but seems that I haven’t quite managed to clear stuff from myself yet and am exasperated by it all.

    I woke up from the nightmare to screaming and went in to see Elsie who had wet the bed. She was screaming and lashing out a bit, I think angry that i had not gone in sooner. I tried to calm her down but instead triggered more anger. I tried to be calm but through sheer exhaustion and the pitch of screaming, hitting, I responded with anger and desperation and a smack on her leg. In that second, I was just not thinking and was so utterly exhausted. feeling absolutely terrible now. Poor Elsie, she deserves so much better.

    Mum came over today thank goodness as I needed to just get a break and lie down (for everyone’s sake). Elsie has been screaming on and off all day and lashing out. It’s been like this for weeks on and off, just recently around Christmas day it has all intensified. Trying so hard to keep my head above water but feeling such incredible guilt for not being a better mum and am quite literally crawling through each day. Will have to try the mantra again on myself BIG TIME! Sorry, babbling on, just in a nightmare that never ends…and wish I could be better for Elsie…just want her to happy but I am failing miserably.

    Love to ALL and apologies for the babble ❤️

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    1. It’s ok, you are not alone, I know a lot of mums struggling at the moment, the daughter of my best friend has Asperger’s and she is also having a hard time, just dragging herself through the days, a single mum of three, but both you and her are amazing people and I take my hat off to your love and dedication, even though all this. I send you big hugs and lots of love, hang on there you can do it.

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      1. Pam141 ❤️ Thank you so much for your words of support, so grateful! Today is better. Actually got some sleep last night and have no idea how, but managed to get us out for a little walk down a country lane. Pushed Elsie along in her buggy all wrapped up like a little Eskimo! She was smiling again thank Sourceness! We got home and she totally floored me with something she said. I had just washed her hands and she turned to me with a smile and got out the words…’You are so beautiful!!!!’ Blimey, oh Riley, I love her so much, she is just astonishingly amazing. Am determined to help her as much as I can and when I feel it’s too much I need to just remind myself make sure she is safe and just go and sit in another room and breathe deeply for a few minutes!

        So much love to you and your friend and her daughter and other children too! ❤️🙏❤️

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    2. Oh, Lily, this made me all teary. I’m barely making it through this Holiday season and it’s just me and my spouse. My girls are grown and married. I don’t know how I would cope with all the energy and symptoms they bring. You’re doung your best and it feels to me like your best is pretty darn awesome! Sending lots of love and hugs!


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      1. Brigitte ❤️ Thank you so much for your support and huge hugs to you, I know everyone is struggling with something and these energies are kind of off the scale!

        On a positive note, sometimes when you go through the tough stuff it can kind of catalyse inspiration, new found strength and determination to keep going. I can fall apart very easily but will get up twice as strong as I was before if that makes any sense!

        Big Loves and a ton of light (can you have a ‘ton’ of light?!) ❤️✨❤️

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    3. @Lily, – as far as I’m concerned – babble on – physical nervous systems can feel shredded and I certainly don’t know what is really going on with them ‘elementally’ with these energies – add stress and exhaustion – you’d have to be a literal Saint not to react in a way we both would rather we could resist totally and forever – I did yesterday, also, in at least 1/10th or lesser fraction of severity of your situation grddaghtr came into my room and played on the cracked iphone on my bed – I try not to mess with this as she does this only occasionally – with what my body was doing the constant flipping around, jumping and sounds/verbalizations she was using esp jumping motions on the inflatable bed weren’t helpful – trying to hold it together – something bothered her about the game or phone and she was having a meltdown, to the shaking point – happy 10 secs before. I probably have to learn NOT to help – probably made it worse – we have a bit of a mad/frustration dance, kind of like a spastic gorilla we can do if she hasn’t lost it totally and mom isn’t home or putting her head back on/pull offs and crown tickles help at times, but not in these cases – I have also been reduced to a bit of a light swat on a very padded diapered bottom esp to do with a particularly back breaking diaper change – I generally don’t have the troubles you content with that way – and she CAN cooperate or at least not be obstructive. I think at times all we can hope for is minimum strength in those “hey! I need your attention and less motion here” moments. When your exhausted and just want a room not to be covered in poo and more work to be done, because of, made. The ONLY thing I envy you is having a washer dryer – we have a tiny washer spinner only big enough for a few clothes or one sheet and towel.
      I think the hardest part of is not knowing how to help them, because we don’t know what’s going on when they can’t tell us, but I don’t think that helps even with non-autistic kids either.
      Apologies to anyone that gets tired of our sharing –

      Maybe Cats Eds could send you my email – I give permission – I’m getting the ok to post this, but maybe you’d feel less inhibited and have my full invite to ‘spill’ over to me by email, anytime… who knows maybe our ‘spilling’ our guts serves some weird purpose to someone, somehow…

      much love, Lily


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      1. Kg ❤️ Huge thank you and supportive ‘back to you’ hugs! Today is better, it is amazing what some sleep can do for your mind!

        I really appreciate the email offer 🤗 but to be honest I’m just rubbish at keeping on top of stuff (friends get a bit fed up with me I think as I am not on the phone much/do not email much unless its a link to the latest Laura Whitworth video or Blossom Goodchild channeling, then they ALL get bombarded! I can’t do much to help awaken anyone but I do what I can, if I think there is a little chance lol! P.S CATS have sent everyone a link to this blog!) I just have this little window in the evening if I’m lucky and sometimes during the day I can get a quick peek at this blog if Elsie is happy reading for a few minutes! I do appreciate it though, really do 🙏

        Elsie used to put her hand down her nappy to see what was there! I found some sleep suits from M&S (Can you get M&S stuff where you are?) They are basically onesies and are designed specifically for children with special needs, they zip up at the back so it’s pretty difficult for them to get to the nappy and are quite inexpensive compared to the companies that specialise in adaptive clothing! Mind you all specialist equipment is just ridiculously priced; buggies, special seating, everything!

        Re, the washer dryer. I got this through a charity called the Family Fund in the UK. They are a godsend and will give funding each year for whatever you might need, could be clothing, electrical stuff etc…Is there anything like that where you are, that you could apply for. It all makes such a difference ❤️

        Much Love & Soooo much Light Kg, you’re a Super Soul Super Star !!! 🤗❤️❤️🤗🙏✨🙏

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      2. KG and Lily,
        I’m sure that, like me, others are sending love to you both.
        I feel sure that is the purpose of these posts.
        That’s why you get the ‘go-ahead’ even when you are doubtful.

        And did you know, each time I see one of these posts, my heart goes out to you and I am grateful to you for taking the time and energy to write it all down. How many people have similar stories, but no place to write them down? You two are writing all of their stories along with your own.

        You are a reminder to everyone of all those others who are in the middle of a terrible struggle, too, but are not here to tell us about it. They can use our love, too. Your posts are reminders to us all to send love and energy to those who are hidden away and needing love and support.

        Others here have written their stories, and I was glad for them to do that. Glad to see people make supportive and loving comments in reply.

        I bet you can use all the positive energies we can send.
        You are doing a monumental job!
        You and Lily and others who are unsung heroes.

        Anyone who is “tired” of your sharing can just scroll on down.
        Scroll wheel is easy-peezy, isn’t it????

        I salute you both and pray for easier times for you and for everyone, everywhere.

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        1. Thank you anonymous for your love and energy – yesterday (31st) was uber difficult
          I managed, along with other things to trigger increased suicidal ideation in my daughter – she managed through them and the day ended with all alive, but sadness everywhere – I won’t go into it further, but ugh/sigh. Just doing mantras for each AND myself for seeming to make things worse. There was a relaxing/lightening of energy after she said some tearful words after something, so maybe she needed the release of those words out loud to someone…
          I welcome positive change coming into our lives from SOURCE-I-LY unexpected directions – may they be seen and felt…
          love to all – 2020 …yipee


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    4. While reading what you’ve written down.. I feel turmoil inside.

      But Lily – under these physical, mental and emotional conditions in wich you’re struggeling so hard – no one could do it better than you, Lily! No one!
      Don’t you ever doubt yourself, nor your ability of being a good Mom because Elsie knows how much you love her and she loves you just as much in return, because You are Her everything – You are Elsies beloved Mom💖.. and.. I really don’t need to say this to you at all Lily, but in this very moment of now, I feel it is the only way I perhaps can help you feel better about yourself, because you see.. You are a Perfect, Immortal Spirit, Lily. Whole and Innocent. Everything is Forgiven and Released.. because.. You are the Light – You are the Love – You ARE, Lily💖

      Sending Strength, Serenity and Love💖

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      1. Uli ❤️ Thank you so much! I was hoping someone might offer to do the Mantra on me! I think it worked because I feel so much calmer today, it’s like a dark cloud has just been puffed away (Puff the Magic Dragon comes to mind!)

        Thank you, thank you, thank you!

        We are the Light, We are the Love, We ARE! 🙏✨🙏

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        1. I expect several of us have been doing the mantra for you and Elsie. I did it for both of you last night and surrounded you with light for good measure. I see the despair in your posts, and it’s the only way I have to help, at least until you set up a Gofundme. Very glad you got some sleep!

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          1. Kolibri ❤️ Thank you so much 🙏 I did notice a light surrounding us a few times over the last few days! It was a beautiful blue/white and very calming, it sort of followed us around from room to room ☺️

            Much Love & Light & Happy New Year/ New Earth 🙏❤️🌎✨

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    5. Lily,

      I’ve never commented before but really want to let you know about a blog that might help if you are interested in biomedical treatments for your daughter. You may have already read/seen it but it has helped my son tremendously. It’s called There is a lot to read and digest but it has made all the difference in the world for us. I truly hope you are able to find some treatments for Elsie that help alleviate some of her symptoms. There is always hope for our precious children.

      Sending lots of anonymous healing love your way~

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      1. k ❤️ Thank you so much for commenting and for your suggestion, I will have a peek 😉

        I am at that place where you kind of know what you’re dealing with but there are so very many different options/paths to take and you have to really weigh up the best way and stick with it, especially with Elsie. When I was diagnosed with UC it started an eye opening journey into healing, diet, alternative therapies, so much information. I was essentially a guinea pig and trying new things all the time. Some worked, some made me much worse. Funny to have gone on this journey before having a child that would really benefit from their carer to have some knowledge of various treatments etc… I have to research everything so carefully. I realise that Elsie and myself are incredibly sensitive to everything so I don’t want to get it wrong!

        I’m babbling again|!

        Thank you and much Love 🙏❤️🙏

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    That just triggered my memory

    Rustic large veggie garden
    Waist high fence with a lot of large trees around it. A few people scattered among the veggies. I’m facing the fence and all the people are behind me on my left
    Wots with the weird chicken?
    It’s unthreatening but keeps escaping is wot I heard……it was getting dark I think.

    Last thing I remember was thinking
    Ha, after all that it’s still just a chicken.

    That dream felt like last week for me. I’ve since watched pirates of the Caribbean with the zombie sharks scene that I hadn’t seen before.

    Repeating zombie animal scenes is a new one for me

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  8. Is it just me or what? This afternoon between 3:5 and 4:30 PST, I experienced three momentary “glitches” in the matrix. They typically last only a few seconds or less, but they are like a brief interruption of flow. Almost like a speed bump. They have become more frequent these past few days. It feels that we are racing towards “something” with increasing speed. Ya’ think?

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    1. That’s happening to lots of people, they just don’t know it, or what it is. CAT7 calls it “winking.” It’s like falling asleep for a split second then suddenly waking. It’s like a mini personal timeline jump or reset.


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      1. Saw the striped blanket that was covering my ottoman turn fuzzy blinky like the way the tv would turn electrical fuzzy striped if we lost the channel (back in the day before cable) as my dog jumped up on the ottoman. Just for a millisecond. Was weird. Like the matrix turned off for a second right there and back on. Told my husband what I saw. He said he thought I had had ENOUGH cold medicine for one day. Lol.

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  9. Hello Cats & M’s about the headless zombie chicken dream 🙂 I’ve been having weird moments on & off the past 5 days like I am in dream state, have no brain or losing my mind/memory so I was questioning all this just now … spirit answered you are feeling detached from your body & personal identity (switching off the mind) the heart is the known & the knower … you are becoming the observer (switching on the heart) made me think of the headless chicken – to become the observer we need to be detached from our heads to live thru the heart of Source Mind-fullness.
    Then I remembered when I was a kid I witnessed a chicken having its head cut off, the moment it happened the chicken took off running so we ran after it, then the darn thing turned & started chasing us, it was following Vibration 🙂 I stopped but my little brother kept running & it chased him around & around he was terrified zombie chicken lol

    Keep hearing the Seekers song Morningtown

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    1. OMG…I just woke from a dream about having a huge hole at the top of my head… Almost like the top part of my head was sliced off. I couldn’t get back to sleep for wondering what the heck it meant. I never thought about the possibility of connecting it to being more heart centered. Awesome explanation! Also, a headless chicken chasing me would’ve scarred me for life… Lol. 😂😱 🐔🧟‍♀️

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      Now it’s getting super freaky
      3 times the last 10 days I’ve seen the “Seekers” on tv

      Just yesterday was the last one.


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    1. Some CATs have Laura Whitworth crushes. And Allison Coe crushes. They both have some Gaia energy. And LOTS of us have Gaia crushes. Gaia is GORGEOUS (spiritually, and every other way). I’d walk through lava for Gaia… but she wouldn’t let me, of course.


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  10. Can you take a look at for today 12/30/19, at those big glowings above Sweden? Is that really just PSCs, or is there more going on here? I mean, it’s OK if it’s really just a beautiful weather phenomena but . . . wow! I’ve never seen anything like it! It made my heart sing. Thanks!

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  11. Does mantra – “You are perfect, immortal spirit, whole and innocent.
    All is forgiven and released.” works remotely?
    I really need to ground one very spacial person who is out of emotional balance right now 😦 I do not know how else I could help…
    I feel helpless and extremely sad about the situations this person is in right now…
    I wish I could help!!…Very sad….
    Does anyone has any other suggestions?!

    Thank you in advance!


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  12. Very much back and forth here lately.

    Yesterday was freezing cold, winter in Northern Sweden cold. Today the sun is shining and it feels more like Southern Spain.

    Day before yesterday I slept like a rock from 9pm to 9am, couldn’t believe my eyes when I realized it was already morning. Yesterday nothing happened; I was up twice, once to draw and once to write code; and finally fell asleep at 7am and woke up at 11am feeling fresh. And what little sleep I got was very restless.

    Yesterday the donation situation was really, really frustrating. Lots of back and forths with their distributed, disorganized support team to resolve software glitches. In the end I gave up, emailed them the information and told them to do it themselves. And today I got confirmation that they did, and now it looks like I’m back on track to get out of here.


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  13. Hey Y’all!
    Weeeeeeeeee!! What a ride!!
    Between the whomping and winking (good one 🐈 7!), been spending much of my time grounding in garden, creating gemstone art or baking (y’all inspired me to make sweet potato brownies!)
    Dreams have been soooo vivid. Woke up 2x when SR whomped to write them down. Last night, before I went to sleep, asked my HS to help me remember the important ones.
    This morning (4-4:30cst), my big black cat, Jet, woke me up. After thanking him for keeping me safe, I got up and wrote this:
    Menacing woman on huge black horse, whose long mane was swirling in the wind-but there was no wind, and a big black wolf nearby. She turned and looked at me but turned her attention back to my friend who hurried through a fence gate. I was helping that friend carrying packages through the woods and it was super muddy so I was focusing on walking on a narrow dry path. After angry woman shooed friend through gate, she turned and looked at me, threateningly. I was not intimidated and kept walking. She then spurred the horse into a gallop & charged at me, wolf in the lead, using same path I was on. I didn’t leave path, just kept walking towards them. As they got close, she screamed “You’re late!” I looked at her and calmly replied, “I’m not enrolled.” They got close but as soon as I replied they vanished into thin air!
    Nice to know I didn’t need that sword y’all suggested. Thanks to my HS and Jet, this dream reassured me that I am powerful and the bad ‘things’ can’t hurt me. Feeling really happy these days!
    Wishing All Y’all an Auspicious 2020!
    Oh, almost forgot to tell ya…going to see Laura Whitworth for a QHHT session in the spring! I’m so excited to meet her and have her delve into my psyche!!
    Light, Love & Laughter!!

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  14. Hoo boy! Now I’ve gone and done it! This morning as I was putting on my socks, I noticed that my arm was glowing with a luminescent blue/lavender color. EEEeeeeeeeeee!

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  15. I think the mantras may be the ONLY thing one can do at times. They are a source of comfort for sender as well as receiver.
    On another level Do Terra “Balance” grounds me immediately. After placing it in my atomizer I feel myself slow down and sink into stability. One does not need to use an atomizer, just sniff or mix with unscented hand lotion. Cay

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      1. Firstly, yes you did.

        Secondly, I meant it like a playfull “well, darn”.


    1. Also, my dog would not pass one area where we normally walk near sea, yes, they were firecrackers thrown around, but not at that time and not in that area.

      She (Luna is a dog name, and she is the girl 🙂), was so stubborn that she did not want to move at all at one line, and I tried to pull her, but she slipped under her collar and went back to the house, fortunately, a year ago I would run for her if that happened and she is quick 😁

      I wonder, was there something that she seen, there was only one person there and that moon with that halo effect, was there something / somebody also there, which she could see, and I couldn’t, hmmmm ?

      Anyway, I tried it for a second time, but same thing happened, so I left her home for now ✨

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  16. Gaia Portal ❤️

    Portals of “New Beginnings” for Gaia open and are traversed by the Higher Vibrationals.

    Segue-ways assist in the transitions.

    Partners of Light engage the depths.

    Storms of revelation come.

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