619: Dream, Smirk, etc. ~ [UPDATE2]

On a number of separate occasions when we saw angels — high or low — they had a funny look on their faces: a smirk.

You’re gonna need a cup of coffee for this one. Hopefully we aren’t too rambly. Few CATs got much sleep.

Welcome to the post that changed our lives forever. We’re not joking.


We’ve been busy with this and that, nothing major. But in our daily machinations, we were informed within the past three weeks by Guides that we’d be getting “the details” of What’s Going On shorlty befoe the solstice, before The FTB (Final Timeline Bi-FUR-cation). There’s a good reason why we chose that one one word.

CATs have complicated histories. We are not knights in shining armor. Like many, we have tortuous pasts and have become toughened to the bumps and jabs of life, growing all the while. Some of us are basically human, while some are most recently ETs, some human-ET hybrids… and some of us… another kind of hybrid.

Some of us are Angel hybrids, both Light AND Dark, offspring (loooooong ago) of light… and dark beings… and we’ve had extensive training in our in-between lives to both counter this and build it into an evolutionary advantage, preparing us for the final act in our performance. Those CATs in question have had to work 10X harder than everyone else to get where they are today working for The Light, in many cases being hated and ridiculed at various stages in life. It’s been anything but easy. Some used to be bandits and trolls and worse — again, loooong ago — while others have caused the downfalls of grand cities and civilizations in the distant past where memory fails and lore begins. Anyway, we’ve never mentioned it, but we’ve been wondering for some time if this was… intentional, part of the program.

But first…


Last night, several CATs had the same dream, which in itself makes us pay attention. As in other times and dreams — and now, in real life — we were a team investigating this and that, fixing this and that, doing the job we always do… but in last night’s dreasm there was a lot of door-closing for whatever reason. Getting things ready for the final curtain.

Anyway, we were doing this and that when we suddenly found ourselves standing in a street somewhere — confronted by Mr Nasty. (Wha?) In broad daylight. (WHAAA?) Right in front of us. This was supposed to be impossible, appearing past our shields and protection, so we each figured it was some inner part of ourselves we were dealing with. We were right AND wrong. Mr. Nasty had indeed breached our defenses, only… for a totally unexpected reason.

So, there he was, but… he wasn’t attacking. And he looked different. He looked like he did *before* The Fall. (Huh?) BEFORE his eventual transformation into Mr. Nasty two or three million years ago, when he was a Top Archangel. What did he look like? He had a big head, big round face (like a pie), blonde hair, bowl cut, pursed lips/mouth… he basically looked like a regular person, albeit one of a particular burly type. He certainly didn’t look menacing… but… he felt powerful, and he had THIS LOOK on his face, so we were on guard. Did we have to fight him??

Then, more surprising… he looked familiar…. not in full-on BAD-mode “Legend” kinda way, not at all; no, he looked like someone we’d met before, in a different time. Still, he did have this look in his eye… a look we’d seen before. Waitaminute… he had that same look that Archangel Gabriel gave us once when he helped us with some dark things that were swarming us (before the SuperFriends); we used to call these dark things “The Soup” as they would swarm blackness around you and you’d quickly be over your head in darkness and have to fight your way out. We saw Gabriel for the first time then when he appeared and dispersed The Soup for us, all the while… with that same… smirk on his face. At the time, we couldn’t tell if he disliked us, or was sharing some private joke. It was a mystery.

However, now that we’d seen Mr. Nasty clearly and untransformed for the first time in a long time, we could definitely tell that the two Angels are related. Archangels that we’ve seen (well, only four so far) are big and stocky, have big faces… and, well, we don’t know if they all look like that (we’ve only seen four out of a bunch), but Mr. Nasty was joined by a “girl” who looked to be about 12… but she was waaaay older… and while she was a girl, she was certainly not acting like a lady, ahem; the less said about that the better. However, she also had that kind of round face. AND she also had that same smirk! It was as if the two were showing off how they could get into our dreams whenever they wanted… then again, that’s what we thought at the time.

Now check this out.

Those CATs assembled independently thought and did the same thing simultaneously: The Mantra. Considering they showed themselves to us, we each did the mantra on them both, which had worked before to eradicate nasties. But then, another surprise: It didn’t work. Not only that, Mr. Nasty and his companon just BOWED as we did The Mantra on them. No effect at all. That was a first. We got the feeling from each of them like, “Yes, I AM perfect, whole and innocent, thankyouveryuch. All IS forgiven and released.”


How had they gotten past our protection and shields, in which only those with our greatest good in mind are allowed? And how could they withstand The Mantra? More on that in a moment.


We left Mr. Nasty and friend in the street and the dream morphed into other things, different for each CAT. But later, we met up again somehow in the same dream, all sitting or standing at some outdoor cafe waiting to be served, sitting at a large black marble table with white flecks here and there. Ok, go with the flow.

The waiter came ’round and took these small shallow glasses away from each of us and gave us all big crystal water goblets; the water was in a glass pitcher already on the table… but before we could fill our glasses, one CAT noticed these black granules on the black marble table in front of them. Before they could sweep them to the ground the granules began to swell and grow into these B&W flying insects (aiieiee!) that got bigger and bigger, like black fuzzy wasps with white girdles coming to life, some crawling and taking sluggish flight…. we called to each other to help and proceeded to swat them down and step on them (normally we’d never just kill things); they were clumsy and not fully grown, so they weren’t that much trouble… but it seemed important that we get all of them. This went on for a time before each CAT finally woke up.


THEN, we woke up and checked in with one another, as per usual, comparing notes… and realized that lots of us had had the same dream. Needless to say, we met fast and puzzled it out PDQ. This seemed to coincide with our earlier question about the CAT’s historic role, about Team Dark’s role…

Then it hit us. ~AM put it together first:

The black marble table, the black granules, the B&W wasps growing and us swatting them down. Mr. Nasty and company appearing in our dream past all shields and protection.

First, the latter: Only those with our Greatest Good in mind can appear in our dreams. Mr. Nasty et al had appeared in our dreams… so they must have our Greatest Good in mind, fundamentally. Ok, maybe.

Next, the white-flecked black marble table: Space. The universe. The black granules that grew into black bugs with white girdles that we swatted down… Team Dark. And then we woke up in the process. (Turns out The Virus is an allegory of this other virus.)

This is all about an Existential Virus, the endgame of what turns out to be an Enlightenment Seeding. It’s SOURCE’s plan, The Long Game. The Fallen were always to Fall where they were supposed to, and sew darkness for a time, and overcoming this would subsequently awaken us to what’s going on, awaken us about the light inside us, those dark seeds blossoming into eventual Enlightenment. And this is why this all seems so familiar to us: We’ve done this before, but we were not allowed to remember, till now.

CATs are to do this again (eventually, after a rest) and again in different parts of the omniverse… or rather, we’re going to train others what to do. We and others are part of the Wake Up Crew for the Sleeping Giant that is ONE. Remember when we’ve said over and over that We are all actually One Giant Being, an Extension of SOURCE Who’s asleep IN SOURCE? Just waiting to wake up? Well, our Local Wake Up Wave of Light is inbound. It will roll over us, and this portion of ONE will awaken and join those others Who Are Awake. Then, the core of Team Dark is going to be picked up and transplanted in some other part of the universe to start this up all over again, and then we’re gonna go in again and put a stop to it AGAIN in a different place, and subsequently wake up THOSE beings in that region, wake up that portion of ONE… and then do it again, and again, and again… until The Sleeping Giant of ONE is Entirely AWAKE. Talk about job security. How long will this take? A million years? A billion? 10 billion? No idea. But we’ve been at this for some time.

It was then that The CATs realized that we’d just solved our entire existence in one opaque dream, in a facial expression, and an email! BEFORE someone else got around to telling us about it after The FLASH! It’s like solving the biggest puzzle in the world. So… that was kinda cool for a Saturday. Next puzzle! (NOT.) 

This entire Illusory exercise, an existential virus, is to wake people up; a game we play for a million years to wake up the shoulder of a Sleeping SOURCE-Toddler, waking the Kid up a little at a time… just as The Course said. That’s what A Course in Miracles is for. Wake up, Kid! It’s Existential Miller Time! We don’t know whether to laugh or cry. 

And THAT’s why the Angels were smirking: This is all a performance. They’d been acting all along. Strutting and fretting upon the stage… sound and fury, signifying nothing, while waking up SOMETHING. We had suspected this, but weren’t sure till now. Just in time for The FLASH.


“Such a close conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn hasn’t occurred since 1623…”

Anyone recall us hearing a similar number in a dream? It means more, but we’re not at liberty to say. (We’re not being coy, we’re protecting you.) Speaking of dreams, last night’s dreams for some of the M’s were mind-boggling. We’ll have to tell you later. Too tired.

One last thing: Several of us saw Isis in our dreams last night. She was the one who trained us on our little asteroid, so long ago…


By the way… we were curious, so we checked… and despite what anyone says, no one is on the NE, yet. A few of us, and others, have walked it astrally, but no one stays past their dreamtime. so, no one’s there in the crystalline flesh, yet (or whatever it’s to be). We thought some might be curious.


Sure are a lot of unicorns predicting The Event for yesterday and today. Hope they’re right. Everything seems at the breaking point…

197 thoughts on “619: Dream, Smirk, etc. ~ [UPDATE2]

      1. Cat! No doughnuts?!!? I’ll send you doughnuts – just let me know where to send the KK or DD or whatever-brand-you-prefer-in-your-virtual-meetings giftcards and I’ll make sure you have carbs to keep things moving.

        And without even reading this blog entry yet, I’m completely in-the-feels just for the cat pics – thank you!

        Now, on to reading “…the rest of the story…” (I’m old enough to remember Paul Harvey…)

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  1. Laughing/smirking/applauding here. Of course! One of my primary teachers often recommended Robert deRopp’s “The Master Game.” (Pulling my copy out and summarizing) – deRopp says there are only a few games that one can play in life: glory, fame, wealth, no aim, raise family, beauty, knowledge, and salvation. He said that awakening is the master game. That teacher of mine said awakening consciousness is the only real game in town; everything else is play-acting. Extrapolating based on your new awareness, even awakening is a form of play-acting, though clearly a *very* sophisticated play with all sorts of twists and turns based on individual and collective choice. Catnip and kitty treats for everyone!

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  2. Now that I’ve read the whole thing, I’m starting to understand why I was recently directed to “Disappearance of the Universe” – seems like everything (even The Dark) is part of this. I’ll be mentally chewing on what you’ve shared here – it’s making early sense to me, just not part of a point of rational logic that I’d found on my own terms.

    Thank you, all, again. I’m grounding in SOURCE, awaiting with positive anticipation that which comes next on this path.

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    1. We fought the whole “dark” component to all this for some time, thinking we were being manipulated. But we have such shielding and cover and Guides that this would only be allowed if SOURCE and the Host allowed it. Plus, we get emotional every time we think about it, so…

      < CAT Eds.

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      1. This all certainly makes sense and sounds familiar.

        Believe me please when I say I love SOURCE, but… what kind of depraved, wicked alarm clock would cause so much pain and suffering? Surely being all powerful there must be another way… ? 😔🤨 (NO, I’m not like the fallen, just confused a bit with my 3D cap on)

        Also, I wonder what happens when all parts are eventually awake? Is that even possible in an infinite creation? Its maddening to think this dance will be played forever, and similarly maddening to think it will stop and we will all dissolve away into One.

        I worry too much I think LOL.

        Ah well, either way we have the wave to look forward to. You, we, all need that vacay for sure!!!

        Mark x

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        1. Seems to me everything is cyclic.

          Perhaps what the CATs sussed out is that as one door closes (where Unity Consciousness takes hold) another (3D) door opens up where chaos is introduced to a pyhsically experiential universe somewhere else in the vast river.

          Hopefully, for the actors and the audience, the next engagement won’t take so long to untangle.

          Happy Solstice.

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            1. Well I hope you get an extended holiday with plenty of donuts and ☕️

              Blimey, I think I may have to read this again for it to all truly sink in 🙃

              Much Love ❤️🙏❤️

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        2. the physical pain in 3d can be the training how to do things for 5d or higher, if we do it wrong in 3d the manifestation in 5d without filter gives not what you intended

          nearly all pain comes from misbalance be it bad nutrient, behavior, emotions and so on

          sure i can also be completely wrong, just a thought that came to my mind

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    2. I just got a copy of this book at the suggestion of the Cats. I am looking forward to reading it. I think Source and Brother J are divinely guiding me.

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  3. This truly is.. The Post of Revelation, CATs!✨
    It’s just magnificent!😍🙏

    Take care everyone💖🤗

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      1. I feel you on the don’t know whether to laugh or cry. I had a tiring day today, and the thought of millions of years of repeating this… ugh It may be a cosmic joke but I just want to put my head down.
        I guess the name Lucifer meaning The Light Bringer is a big hint — but blimey, we’re in deeper than deep if it takes such nasty darkness to wake us up. Gonna go find me a melancholy angel to hug, we both need one!

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        1. ark2arcturus;
          I’m in on the not knowing ‘whether to laugh or cry’ thing and the being weary at the thought of ‘millions of years of repeating’. Just takes the air out of my balloon.

          Makes my craving for Source ever stronger, — after I get my head and Self up off the floor from the efforts to keep moving forward.

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          1. But YOU aren’t going to repeat it. They are. (And we will, as well.) Their level of service to ONE and SOURCE is mind-boggling… unless they’re secretly enjoying it, but that’s their cross, not ours. This only works if you realize that this is all Illusion and that we’re patiently waking Ourselves up a little at a time. The other (faster) way of ONE wake-up comes from… education. The Course, for example.

            < CAT Eds.

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  4. What a dream! I could almost visualize it.

    When I got to the reaveal part, I wasn’t surprised. I just automatically said “I know”, smiling [or smirk maybe ?😏]. Wow.

    I’ve been a lurker on the site for sometime now. I really enjoy reading your blog. Bless the “routes” that introduced me to this site.

    Thank you Cats.

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  5. Not having had this dream, but some of my other experiences kind of lead me to the same conclusion….

    I was awake long before most… and while I don’t think I have effected many people in my life to wake up… My kids are pretty awake. Some of my closest friends are….

    But Lisa G essentially saying I am a ‘Tuning Fork’ lead me to believe the same as your dream. My purpose seems to be to come in and be awake while everyone else is sleeping…. and bring the LIGHT IN….

    Thanks for being my family through this process…. This is the only place most of the time I kind of feel like I belong…

    ❤ to all and Happy Holidays to all the CATs and Kittens here.

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    1. I think my purpose was to be a tuning fork, too. I likely affected many people throughout my life with my frequency and me spreading knowledge.

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  6. Holy Mary, mother of Source,,,this will take me some time to process for understanding. ❤ ❤ ❤ Grateful for all that you do! And definitely GRATEFUL not to be a Cat.

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  7. Your words were perfect for describing your dreams – I could visualize the whole thing. Thank you for sharing.
    I’ve suspected something of the sort myself, but I’ve been hoping this is my last go-around and that I’d be seeing retirement on that golden beach after this.
    At times I am just so tired, like I’ve been doing this for eons… I am feeling a bit nervous, though, now that we’re up to the grand finale.
    And what’s funny is, ever since I was very young I thought it would be great when I get to heaven because then I could eat all the donuts I want!

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  8. Synchronistic information flows. An interesting talk and meditations on owning our dark and light side within. I found this well worth a listen and it all makes sense x

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  9. Too funny! This explains that as a child I always wondered what kind of big person we each made up. (Pretty profound for a 6 year old. Har!) Anyway, it’s raining some more, but I love the sound of the rain on the roof. I ate the last batch of lemon-icebox cookies, but they are so simple to make, I’ll just whip another batch when you ALL show up for the solstice party. Cheers! <J

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  10. This is the post that brings me out of my hidey hole. Makes perfect sense to me.
    Well done Cats. Thanks for everything. Love love love to All.

    <jane 🎄😻🙏🏼

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  11. Why would we get the wrong impression? What is the wrong impression?

    I was thinking I’ve been questioning my existence since I was 10. And this makes sense.

    Since you guys are Team Wake Up, do we , as the ppl who read this blog, follow you to the next place after the flash or go about our merry way?

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  12. Well, this has been an interesting day! It started out with a most wonderful meditation around 10 am CST, where I had a similar experience as Lily and pam141, the sun peaked through the clouds right onto my face in warm waves, and I felt an overwhelming Source presence and so much peace and love! I thought of all of you here on the blog and was tearing up with gratitude and love and wishing that Source will keep you all close. And I felt so calm, knowing that everyone will go to where they will truly feel HOME! We are all coming home!
    As I was then writing down and reflecting on the experience, I noticed how my tense changed, for example ‘everything IS beautiful now’ instead of ‘everything WILL be beautiful’…like something had shifted!
    Later on I went back to researching Gnosticism online and went down a rabbit hole which led me to realizing that so many symbols and myths seem to be used by both sides, as in good and evil, and choosing sides seemed to be more a matter of interpreting the same thing in different ways and acting and feeling accordingly. This left me unsettled and confused. And now I read your post here, and it reminds me of an obscure post I had read years ago by a ‘hidden hand’, that was alluding to a similar view, stating that somehow team dark was necessary in the awakening process, as it speeds things up or something along those lines. And that the ones directing all the team dark minions here on earth are actually highly evolved beings. I remember that the letters left a big impression on me, I could never quite shake them off, they stayed in the back of my head…
    Wow, this is a lot to digest, but I feel like I am starting to get some things. And like pam141 I definitely got the feeling of completion and crossing over today!
    Revelations, completion, communion of souls, all in a day’s work….😉
    Boy, I haven’t had a donut in years, but I could use one now, preferably the German type with jam in the middle and no hole…
    Hugs, hugs, hugs to all in the room!!!!

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    1. Incidentally the German type of donut has been the traditional treat on New Year’s Eve in Berlin. We call them ‘Pfannkuchen’ (- pancake-). Maybe we should make donuts our ‘New Earth’s Eve’ special treat…just a thought..😁😉.

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      1. Mmm, I used to visit Carnaby Street a lot as a teenager with my best friend. We always went to Dunkin’ Donuts and I always got the Boston Creme, Chocolate on the outside and custard in the middle! That would go so well with a freshly brewed coffee!

        Much Love ❤️🙏❤️

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        1. Carnaby Street, yes lily144! And Petticoat Lane Market/Camden Market. Used to get my fancy togs for going ‘out-out’ there lol.


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          1. Yes! Camden Market, Carnaby Street, Kensington Market, Covent Garden Market…Led Zeppelin, Guns n’ Roses, T-rex etc..coming out of every joss stick, beady, hippy shop! ☺️❤️☺️

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  13. Hahaha, I’m really happy for you guys–CATs on the other side of this monitor, for being able to realize all this on this lifetime.

    I gotta say, “Welcome to the club!”

    Lots of you (and dear readers too) could recall me quoting over and over William Shakespeare’s “All the life’s a stage”; and this is the case in the microcosm as well as the macrocosm–“As Above so Below, As Below so Above; As Within so Without, as Without so Within”.

    Light and Darkness, Negentropy and Entropy, Creation and Destruction, Life and Death and all the other “polarities”–all are necessary to keep things moving, all are necessary to let the cycle continue flowing and to prevent the stagnation of all existence–Yin and Yang; all must happen and continue to strive towards greater heights, for a better Universe/Multiverse/Omniverse/Existence, and for that to happen, someone HAS to take the ROLE to be the agitator, the resistor; ultimately for the GREATEST GOOD of all creation.

    Hence why Lucifer; the Light Bringer, appeared to you all that way in the dream, he greeted you all as a friend “outside of the stage”, like you would greet a friend-actor who was playing an antagonistic role in the play that you are also participating in while playing the “protagonist”.

    That is also the reason why I always “fight” them with respect and with no hatred, fear, and other negative thoughts and emotions in my mind and heart (and not kill them, but incapacitate the ones in the opposing side enough to be out of commission and send them trough a portal to Source for healing, reflection and transmutation)–as a “martial arts opponent”, as an extension/fractal of me, as much as I am an extension/fractal of them, and ultimately, the Divine Source Creator; we are all ONE.

    “…signifying nothing, while waking up SOMETHING.” Indeed: All of existence are eternally flowing and interconnected–Form is Emptiness and Emptiness is Form.

    The eternal flow of the Genesis-Destruction Cycle.

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    1. Oh and while we’re at it, I don’t always “fight” the opposing side–I and the other mages out there who practices the so-called Left-Hand Path (whether exclusively or in tandem with the other path like I do) had made friends with those on the opposing side too, one can even learn lots of wisdom from those on the “other side”, and from my experience, those telling people to “sacrifice the life of this and that” and making the human do negative/morbid stuff and making them into edgy emotional, hormonally imbalanced “teens” are mostly just energy parasites to begin with; folks who are in the lower stage of spiritual and personal development and must feed on the negative energies to sustain themselves.

      Not all of the “other side” actors are out for blood, not all of them are mindless agents of destruction, ruining things just for the heck of it and/or for “personal-service-to-self-gain”, some of them, especially the high-ranking ones can be really wise, knowledgeable, reasonable, noble (as in attitude/personality-wise) friendly and sweet; and I see them for what they truly are–a fractal of me as much as I am a fractal of them, and all of us together as a fractal of Source.

      Hence there’s really no need to be afraid of them, or hate them for that matter; even if their role is to instigate such reactions; learn to see past the PERCEIVED differences and distance, and live in Balance and Harmony with those around you.

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    2. Oops, haha, I realized the quote goes “All the WORLD’S a stage”. Well that’s a happy mistake, considering the scale and context.

      In either case, it really is just like this:

      They sure “fought”, but at the end of the day, outside the stage, they’re all friends.

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  14. Amazing dreams and insights, thank you for sharing cats, made me feel very energized to read it. I actually visited here to find an earlier post of yours. I have just recently read numerous stories online, about a new and improved Covid ravaging Southern England. “Meterage for 12 7 20 – Update 5” features an illustration of a plane path flying over Southern England. Your source for the story was translated from German. Thank you again for posting your dream times experiences.

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  15. Why is it that none of this spiritual stuff goes over my head? Tbh, when I read it I wasn’t surprised at all and was as if I already knew this. It’s also weird that I’ve been having the thought for a while that I want to wake up. Maybe I’ve been getting downloads without realising it, lol.

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  16. I had a similar-ish dream last night…

    There was an AI (for lack of a better term) represented by a small robot with a camera for a head, sitting in a hovering black chair. It was controlling people and obviously evil. I went to it, there were dramatic monologues and when it’s monologues were over, I instantly crushed it with my mind. I then completely destroyed every trace of the AI.

    Later, I saved someone from suiciding themself and when I was finished, the AI came back. I then crushed it like before, destroying every trace of it. It was as if it was a cycle constantly being played out.

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  17. WOW! Thank you so much for sharing this information! It confirms some of the things I have been suspecting for a while.
    As I was reading this (the smirk got me), a thought occurred. Maybe a hint has been under our noses the whole time. So one of Mr. Nasty’s other names, the one that begins with an L, is based on a latin name for “morning star”. We know the spell stuff with the English language (morning = mourning)… such a negative. But a star is a distant light in the dark. It is also a long journey to the light – through the dark. I am *definitely* not a fan of Mr. Nasty – this is just a thought that popped into my head. I could be totally off base here, but it does seem to fit with the acting and roles played in awakening.
    If this is offensive, misleading, or totally off base, please disregard. I was a little hesitant to share this, but felt called to do so.
    CATs and Ms, I am so thankful for all you do for the greater good. I know you are all tired, but you have made such a huge difference in many people’s lives. Thank you.
    Love 💗 and Hugs 🤗

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  18. hello Cat’s
    and hello friends

    I love your story with the dream
    I even read it to my husband and yes…. we perfectly understand
    because all is ONE and the game of duality is soon over here
    for us and we go to other places…

    well… just a good hollyday before in Paradise
    but than when it’s getting boring we go again to a
    💖🌈💖 Mission impossibleLove 💖🌈💖

    and maybee we than remember the good old days on EARTH….

    Love Alnilam 💖🌈💖

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      1. I know CAT.Eds.
        but sometimes, when it’s tough in life
        I say it with a smile on my face that it is all a cosmic joke

        when we understand that duality is only for us to choose the light by our own
        we are free and allways can decide, and finally embrace the two sides
        than we get it!

        the dark powers have sacrificed themselves, so to speak for us to have the freedom
        I learned it from Rudolf Steiner, long time ago
        and also learned to keep the ballance between the two polarities…

        Love Alnilam 💖🌈💖

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  19. I think I understand. It makes sense to me. What a revelation that must have been. I do hope the teaching role will be easier for the Cats. What hard roles you’ve all taken on.

    It has me musing more over things I have already been musing about.

    I had some QHHT sessions, a few different ones and different lives. Some that were pretty expected. A gladiator. A feline type being. But then I had one that was unexpected. I was a bad guy. I couldn’t have been more surprised.

    It freaked me out. I don’t even like watching violent movies… yet I was this really bad person. What do you do with that? I remember that it was all planned, though, that life, and that it had a purpose, something I had to learn from it, and that helped me feel somewhat better about it.

    I have also wondered – if everyone is one, then have we have all had to play “good” and “bad” roles?

    I really appreciate all the Cats sharing your experiences with us and helping us to sort all of this out.

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  20. Oh by the way CATs, judging by the description of L’s female companion (appearing like a young girl but is actually really old and having the wisdom and wiles of a really mature woman), I might have an idea on who might that be, hahaha, if she is who I think she is then I have to say we know each other.

    Suffice to say she has a “sadistic” streak from an account from one of my friends, but towards me she’s really sweet and friendly–it might be a “cover” but at the end of the day, it’s her choice on how she wants to present herself to others, and I don’t sense any malice–in the truest-sense–so no worries about the girl; whether or not if she’s who I think she is or not.

    Well, they all have that “Light” and “Dark” sides to them, and at the end of the day, the same goes for us.

    Anyway, once again, I’m happy for you guys for remembering something you’ve surely known all along.

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      1. Oh, on my end, I’ve been told that he already went back to Source’s side, and now the Underworld/Hell is currently being ruled by Lilith, with the help of her daughters.

        In either case, I can totally get the “insanity” part; discovering a ‘part’ of the nature of Existence (with what you guys realized on your dreams being one of those parts), I can’t really blame them; it’s the kind of knowledge that would break people who are too rigid on their belief systems/has no ability to shift paradigms quickly/too close-minded/doesn’t treat “data” as mere tools to be used, discarded or set aside depending on the situation.

        I suppose it’s left out to us truth-seekers, and “adventurers” to find the answers for Source; the questions that Source is also asking towards itself (us/its fractals), and then, once the “Prime Question” is answered–it’s time for “That”.

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      2. Ah and by the way, an addendum on the Hell’s Royal Throne being vacant due to the previous occupant already returning to Source’s side, and Lilith taking the seat to help manage the Underworld/Hell, I’ve been told as well of an occurrence wherein a being’s name, such as the ones known in this planet, can have two or more bearers, e.g. eleven AA Haniels, and so on, and each of them undertaking different missions from various places/universes. And this also applies to pretty much everyone it seems.

        I’m not sure if this is similar to your “Omata”, but my take is that they’re all different versions of each other from different parallel universes and timelines, taking different choices for each other.

        Well, if you’re going to gather “Data”, the best, most efficient and effective way to do that is to “run the programs in parallel”.

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        1. Well… we didn’t say that. We don’t really know everyone’s dispensation at this juncture. Just because the parties in question had our greatest good in mind *for that moment in time* doesn’t mean they do ight now, or that they’re batting for the other team. Frankly, we’re gonna keep our guard up till Guides say otherwise.

          < CAT Eds.

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          1. Indeed, never a bad idea to keep guard up at all times.

            Preparations on my end are also mostly done, gotta help to keep sure the pure, positive intent and energies of anyone participating in any “mass meditation” for December 21 Solstice (e.g. like that “COBRA” one and the “Uluru Magic Box Prophecy” one) will be devoid of pesky hijackers.

            Also it’s pretty interesting that you guys also heard about the same info with him being in Source’s side once more, really gives my friend’s info some third party validation.

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  21. Dear Cats,
    the post has been spectacular, but somehow you have confirmed something that I already felt. I don’t want to appear arrogant and give the impression that I pretend to know everything or to be a master of anything. I miss eons of learning.
    But what has left me perplexed and made me cry like a child, and not out of sadness, if not because of feeling relieved, has been the reference to the fact that some Cats have in their “dna”, so to speak , part of beings of darkness.

    Well, this is something that I know and feel for a long time, perhaps since I was 10 years old. And I don’t mean that (if there is reincarnation), in our lives we have gone through all the roles. And we’ve done good things and bad things, good and bad in terms of 3D human life.

    When I mean knowing that there is also a part of ancient darkness in me, I mean something else. To what you say. I remember that the first time I had this feeling was around 10 years of age.
    Then in an episode that occurred at school, when I was 12 years old, while I was suffering a bullying attack, “something” in my head whispered: you cannot allow this, remember that you are an Archon.
    I had never heard that word, but I felt an orange heat in my solar plexus, and such a rise in strength and power, that I got up from the ground with such energy that I broke the umbrella in the face of the girl who was attacking me, Her nose and eyebrow started to bleed … and she never messed with me again.

    It was not until many years later, when watching the “Ancient Astronauts” program on TV I heard about the Archons. My blood ran cold. From there I began to investigate, and that together with dreams and experiences like the one reported has always made me feel a little “ashamed” of belonging to that dark side.

    And it has also made me try to be morally exquisite, in terms of being. To always seek the Light. Brother J, the archangel Michael and my two guides have always helped me a lot, without them I would not have been able to.

    Which has made me always try to keep a low profile and keep my “powers” constrained … for fear that the dark might. Because I know that I am more powerful than I do on a daily basis. Like a being that is camouflaged by the world having given up using its powers. Although that actually means giving up being what I really am.

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    1. Yes, lots of CATs have also felt this way and suspected this was true for years, but to finally get it verified in such a way was…surprising. It’s also a touchy subject, given people’s reactions to the darkness. Can’t say we’ll ever feel comfortable seeing Mr. Nasty and co. in our dreams, even though we’re all playing for the same team. We have lots of time to adjust to that.

      < CAT Eds.

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      1. The timing was synchronistic for me, since I was going to post my ongoing dilemma of how Source could allow the nasties free reign with us as their playthings, especially as it’s not even a fair fight if we don’t even know they’re there in the shadows.

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    2. I believe that information was tough to process, but if it is easier, I think that most off us on this blog are old souls who were at one point playing one and the other role.

      I also wrote here, maybe a year ago that at one point when I was out with a dog I had a vision off myself as a being off about 10-15m (33-50 feet), and looking like the being from the movie Prometheus, I was disturbed by that daylight vision, but deep down I knew that being was me in some very ancient times 😔

      Obviously it was necessary for my soul growth that I (and probably most others on this blog) experience that way off light soo we know both sides, I prefer the light side, but I understand why it was necessary to experience the dark side too.

      Recently I read somewhere exactly what was mentioned in this post, that we are basically playing the roles here, as a beings off light STO, but the other side is playing STS or so called dark side, and that even if our soul need some grow in a way that we need to feel oppressed or something bad to happened, that is arranged between two souls, and that other soul who will play a bad side at some situation in our life is actually doing us a favor, and it is sacrificing itself in a way (I guess it will also got that experience), and it is not someone to be angry at, but to be loved for that role and service to our soul grow. Off course, it is easier to talk now about it, then at the moment when that bad situation was occurring 😎

      But this realization off how things are really working out from a higher soul level really was hard to absorb and understand, but it is what it is 🙏

      Perica ✨

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      1. Arghhh, this was a mess of a story, I should off read it more carefully before sending it, I hope that the main point was understood 🙃

        But I also think that realization off this by CAT’S and others (including myself 😎) was supposed to occur at end times off this experience, I do feel it as it is the end, everything is revealed, there is nothing new to learn at this point. I even believe that the “dark” side is also egger to rap it up and go elsewhere as I think for them is this now no use at all, and even as it seems that they are doing everything to prolong present situation that they are doing opposite to that, they are doing everything possible to polarize the situation as quickly as possible to bring the Shift ASAP so they can continue elsewhere, I would not be surprised that that was even deal done to facilitate that scenario, I could be wrong off course, but this is my inner feeling talking 😉

        Perica ✨

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    3. “”What we call power is simply a measure of one’s raw strength. Without knowing how to properly apply it, it has no real meaning. However, when you deny the power you already possess, you’re only shortchanging yourself.” –The Radiant Blademaster: Victor S. Arseid.

      Why fear your own power? Why fear your own self? Why fear who you truly are?

      We are all given roles in this Grand Play for the sake of rediscovering ourselves/Source’s Fractals; at the end of the day, it’s always up to us on what to do with those roles or take a different role, consciously. What’s the point of giving your creations free will if you won’t allow them the freedom to change roles?

      So what if you’re an Archon, or an Angel, Demon and so on? What you do with what you have is all that matters. As I’m sure you already know.

      Power, strength, labels, they’re all tools to be used for your own benefit AND those you care about, much like how a knife can be used to kill to take life, but at the same time can be used to prepare food to give life.

      We each have the Light Wolf and the Dark Wolf within us, and whoever gets fed more wins. However, there’s always a third path of feeding them both and having them coexist in Balance and Harmony with each other, utilizing each of their strengths to offset each of their weaknesses in order to benefit yourself AND those you care about without being bounded by the rules–then again this path might only really be appealing to people who are of the so-called “Chaotic Good” alignment like I seem to be.

      It’s completely possible to utilize both Creative and Destructive energies for the good of oneself and others, without succumbing to any negative emotions and thoughts e.g. fear, hate, and anger (again, George Lucas was onto something with his Star Wars films).

      Letting such negative emotions and thoughts control you, instead of YOU controlling them will inevitable make your heart and mind produce “ripples” which will distort “the reflection of the moon”; but if you control the disruptive emotions and thoughts, your heart and mind will be as clear and serene as a still lake, reflecting the moon and the sky like a mirror. Achieving this state is of utmost benefit for a warrior–nay, even non-warrior folks.

      The teachings within Takuan Soho’s “The Unfettered Mind” book (floating around in the internet), meditation and studying martial arts philosophies and its inherent spirituality (particularly the Eastern Martial Arts, along with a book by Miyamoto Musashi’s “The Book of Five Rings”), and even practicing Martial Arts itself, can help one attain a peace of mind despite having wonderfully creative and life-giving powers AND destructive powers at their command from their own core, despite being surrounded by chaos.

      At the end of the day, it’s all about maintaining Balance and Harmony between two opposing forces, and then acting AND re-acting appropriately through being CONSCIOUS of your own impulses; it’s quite a long journey to some (even I still have lapses from time to time), but eventually, one will be able to reach such mental states–the Mushin-no-Shin (“mind of no-mind”) and Meikyo-Shisui (“Clear Mirror; Still Water”).

      Own up your powers and identity–embrace them as a part of you and don’t fear it. You can always choose, through free will, whether to defend yourself and those you care about and help make this world a better place through your powers–or otherwise.

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  22. So, it’s as I always suspected. The only reason SOURCE would allow this craziness in the first place is if it was always planned from the beginning.

    It is way above my pay grade, but I’m glad my intuition was once again vindicated. Now, all that remains is to see the endgame unfold before us.

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  23. A dreamer dream THE dreams of eternity!! Yup quite a secure job of life for living life quantum puzzle!!! Since I started reading cats shares been gifted with 4 ringtail kittens and cats know how kittens part wild grow!!! Been a pleasure though the pains and problems of wild kittens thinking that my slippers have authority and what I consider radical is just their normal.. The crystallization process is advancing and tomorrow Mon Dec 21 bells will sound and cymbals reviberate into and thru all known and knowable existence and the dreamers will dream differently ….re sleep and dreams me check Schumann resonance latest pre and post retiring and take a 5/10 mg tab of melatonin when I awake between dreams …

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    1. Pataniki. Nice to hear from you. I have been wondering how you were getting on. The wild kittens sound fun.☺️😸

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  24. But…what was the email?

    And do you all have any thoughts about the ceremony tomorrow at Uluru?
    Thanks for all the info. It helps me feel a little more “sane” (and that’s saying something)

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      1. I saw it over on Transients. Supposedly a group of indigenous elders are performing a ceremony with a special box. It all sounds rather…interesting?

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      1. Thank you, Lily. I awoke this morning and did the meditation at 3 a.m. (our local solstice time) Felt really peaceful. Then this morning I saw this youtube video (haven’t watched yet) related to the ceremony. Happy Solstice, everyone!

        (Cats, I know you don’t want videos but I’m not sure how to imbed just the link and not the actual video…sorry!)

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      1. Use Intention, as if You are there at the right time. You Have got the Power & Wisdom. Peac3.

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      2. I meditated on it anyway (albeit with a very vocal Elsie in the background 🙃) from a very rainy UK! They cannot stop our energy or intentions, that transcends the physical and all the dumb restrictions…

        Lots of Love ❤️🙏❤️

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  25. Well no wonder WE’ve formed quite a heart-felt little group. What a miraculous bunch WE are! This has been quite an awakening! As I look back upon this life, the process has been quite an adventure in discovery. Job well done!!! (And now it’s time for my morning latte in the garden. We are currently between fronts, so temporarily no rain.) <J

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  26. Heavens to Betsy…….it does make sense to me truly as other commentators have expressed also. I will have to reread a few more times for it all to sink in but to hear and know Team Dark will be taken to another part of the universe to start all over again and you CATs, M’s and others will do this all over again and again makes my head spin! Much to digest.

    I’m so glad you were able to share this with all of us at this time.
    Thanks you CATs, AM, M’s and Love to All.


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      1. On the contrary. I think it’s the perfect Christmas gift! To remember WHO WE ARE is the gift that keeps on giving. So there!

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      2. Cat Eds. “Not a Christmas post” but what a great Christmas present you have given to us all though. Invaluable insights and wisdom that will help on our journey. Thank you for sharing this.💖💖💖

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      3. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

        Well at least it included references to donuts. I’ll have one of those German “pancakes” (jelly donuts?) Did I say one? 😁

        Thanks Cats n Ms for this monumental post. Jeez, ya never know what the Cats will say next.

        (Was just sayin that my playin with the dark side ex has been (is still?) one of my best teachers.)

        Love and Light (and a sprinkle of dark 😉) all around.



        PS Sooooooooo glad to hear about the long vacay in between. 🌈🌈🌈

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  27. Well I have cleaned and tidied until everything is almost ready for the grand 21th of December. I just know it will only be another day.. but hope it is the beginning of the up up up side to come ❤️ Love to all x have a wonderful solstice

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  28. Wow, thank you for sharing that and the reference (I think in the last post?) to the fact ALL are forgiven, the roles we have played, good and not so good…

    It all makes so much sense despite being utterly mind boggling!

    I forgive myself, I forgive ALL

    Been getting supersonic chills and buzzing all day long! I think something is on the way!

    Much Love to everyone as you are all my brothers and sisters, thank you for everything ❤️🙏❤️

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  29. A “wet willie” wake up for some, but we are all ONE outside of illusion.
    Thanks to all Cats for playing your parts for eons. That is an exhausting concept.
    I always thought it must be harder to maintain the dark character over time. It probably causes insanity after a few lives without love. I would not wish such a fate on my worst enemy. May all awaken in the love of Source this Solstice. Cay

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    1. Christopher ❤️

      Thank you so much for this, brought a little tear to my eye. I was lying in bed this morning contemplating whether to write about my past here. I can’t write it all as some people I know may read this blog and be upset.

      14 years old, ougie board, dabbling with drugs, alcohol, self harm. I cut myself and told people my Dad was harming me, told so many lies, took more drugs, drank more alcohol to block out what I was doing. The lies escalated as did the self harming to the point I smashed a glass and cut myself so deeply I ended up in A&E This went on for years (feeling sick to my stomach as I write this). I carried on carrying what I had done but despising myself so much I drank to block it all out, frequently waking up in my own vomit. I took too much ecstasy at a house party and was paralysed for some time. I couldn’t move but could hear everything around me, thought I was going to leave there and then. Somehow I recovered. I eventually started to sort myself out. I told all the people I was still in touch with the truth as best I could and apologised as best I could. Was met with repulsion and disgust from one friend (not surprisingly) who called me a monster and from others I was completely astounded by their understanding and compassion. The thing was I was a really loving, sensitive child who felt everything so deeply. I never intended to hurt anyone. I know utterly crazy that sounds but when the realisation of what I had been doing hit me I just wanted to delete myself. Then of course (the irony) I found myself in an abusive controlling relationship which I believe was the catalyst to really ‘wake up’ So I have spent the last 9 years or so trying to heal my mind and make things right. So tempted not to post this, would be so easy to just delete it all butI need to show what I have been because I have been so far from angelic…

      Love to ALL ❤️🙏❤️

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      1. We almost didn’t ok this comment, as our HUG compulsions were so triggered. However, this pretty much illustrates this post perfectly, if not painfully, and it seems too cathartic NOT to approve. Some CATs also have checkered pasts…

        < CAT Eds.

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        1. Oh Gawsh! ❤️ I wanted to reply earlier but every time I did my heart did a funny thing and I couldn’t concentrate enough to write…

          Thank you CATs for posting my comment, I was so close not to submitting it! I have been thinking about it for the last two years but could not bring myself to do it for fear of judgement or learning that I might in fact actually be something very yucky! I hope it helps someone somewhere allow forgiveness for their own regrets/lessons/learning!

          CATs, Laura, Christopher, AOA, Cristina, Newlynn, Mark, Ella, thank you 🙏 I think you may have just helped me over that final hurdle of realisation and forgiveness for self and that is the most incredible gift anyone could ever give ☀️

          I will now see those years through lighter coloured spectacles as lessons, experiences to grow from and be grateful for the strength I have now and the love I have now for everyone.

          Love you ALL so blooming much, heck, I need that box of tissues! 🌻

          Love, Light, Forgiveness, Peace ❤️☀️🙏☀️❤️

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          1. It’s hard just being here on this earth in amongst this life we humans have created. I have felt that sadness and desperation too. Lots of love to you lily. 💖 for just showing up each day and trying our best I feel we all deserve a medal. Being surrounded by people who are not pure of heart is part of life because we are all learning how to be better, but it’s painful and hard.. to learn the lessons and see others learn theirs. X

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          2. You Must Love It when the heart expands! I read the other day Mother Mary had a rebel past in her teens. She supposedly was from Scotland. Same place as My Mothers family(Harper & Dow). Peace.

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            1. @Christopher S – both sides – Scott and Cowing (which for many years thought was Welsh, but genealogy corrected) – some mongrel stuff, too, lol 🙂


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            2. We all have that, for on My Father’s side, Hungarian G-ma, German/African G-pa. I imagine the mix makes us physically stronger. Peace.

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          3. On the contrary, Lily, after knowing what you have gone through, I have nothing but total respect for the person you are now. I just wanna hug you to say “Love you, dear Sweet Lily! It doesn’t matter who you were then. ” 💖💖💖

            I wholeheartedly agree with what the others have said about you. And to think that you have so much Love to give to those in need in this blog.

            Bless your heart, Lilly. 🙏🙏🙏

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      2. Earth, being a school, Is for lessons. You just might get the ribbon for most improved. Many stayed the same! See You at J’s! Peace.

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      3. Thanks for sharing Lily and cats, we’ve all been there! I certainly had quite the crazy times in my younger years as well. I had a major life review during my awakening that brought me to a place of having compassion for myself in the end. This also helped me to understand and have compassion for the darkness in others. This is not an easy place to be for sure, there’s so much density to work through. The brightest are the ones who go into the darkness, fall apart, put their pieces back together and rise again ✨💛✨

        Much 💛 to all of you ✨

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      4. Dear Lily,
        Congratulations on being so brave. You didn’t have to tell this about your past life, but you have and in this community no one judges you. To paraphrase Brother J: whoever is free from sin … you know.
        You have nothing to be ashamed of. You are no longer who you were. You have to be proud of having overcome that way of being / acting.
        Now, among us, in the community that we form those of us who participate in the Cat blog, you are one of the members most loved by all.
        At least for me you are the sweet Lily, Elsie’s mother, and although I do not know you (at least not in 3D), I feel you are so close and you inspire me as much love or more, than many of the people with whom I interact on a daily basis.

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      5. Ahh. Lily that was such a brave post. Well done for getting it off your chest and helping your healing process. The truth is we may not have all gone through as much as you have in this life, but none of us will have lead perfect lives. This has been how we expand and grow from the experience. Some choose huge challenges, as they are up to the job. You have proved that. Many congratulations and hugs,🤗 you have passed every exam you set yourself. That’s why we are amazed and in awe at how you cope with your life’s challenges and I know I couldn’t. Sending so much love to you both.💖💖💖

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      6. Lily44, I hate to be the bearer of bad tidings, but I’m afraid that’s actually quite a normal response to living in a society thats designed to not care for you, me or anyone/anything else. To have come this far and to have found yourself again is a testament to the power of your true nature!

        No one is perfect. I have met Angels on several occasions, and I am the antithesis of Angelic!!! After trying to digest the magnitude of this post, I came to realise that I myself have demonstrated this awakening through self actualisation. Now this is important; how do we know what we are? We know what we are by knowing what we are not…

        Isn’t this what SOURCE is doing on a universal scale? Whether we accept it or not, we are ‘All’ destined to walk the dark path. If we didn’t, we could never have a reference point to work from, light would be meaningless…

        This is why brother J is so heavy on the forgiveness, because he knew how this all works before we did, before we forgot. Personally, I’m still struggling with the depth and severity of darkness that is allowed to thrive, but I am not afraid of these thoughts, because I have faith that SOURCE will help me to understand when the time comes.

        This world is not made for the likes of us Lily, we are sensitives, empaths who crave the security and peace that light provides. You are so awesome, you thrust yourself in the middle of madness to be here at this time shining your light, and shine you most certainly do!

        You are dark and light Lily, because you were created that way, therefore you have done no wrong. But you and all of us must release our guilt now so we can move on.

        Congratulations, Lily, you just graduated with flying colours ❤❤❤


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          1. Well, that’s one argument I’m happy to concede, CATS 🙏❤

            However, you have not met my mother-in-law, I’m not kidding… bless her.


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            1. And Mark, after you forgive your mother in law (ie, yourself), you complete the forgiveness process by seeing the reality of her light beyond the illusion.
              — Can you tell I’m right at this point in the Course? 😉 Not sure I nailed it though. Got a nice warm tabby cat on my lap so I’m not getting up to check right now.

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      7. Dearest lily,
        Thank you for sharing your experiences in your past! wow. What a journey! You are so strong to have overcome ALL THAT. (((hugs)))

        “That’s what time is for”, right?
        love love
        < ella

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      8. Hitting the like ❤ button doesn’t seem right lily144. Wow. Look how far you’ve come. You are now the sweetest person I know or (read) nowhere near a monster. Polar opposite. Life is quirky!

        You are always giving everyone pep talks and boosting morale on this site! One would never know your childhood was troubled. Stay strong

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      9. Dear Lily, that took courage. Hopefully it’s cathartic. We’ve all taken walks on the dark side of things in this life or others. I guess part of some plan, mostly I think in response to pain. Here in particular, it can be so painful. I remember at age 10 or so, crying on my bed saying “take me back, this is too hard”. I still don’t’ know who I was talking to.

        All those walks though, if we are strong enough, become wisdom, grace, empathy, compassion. Your great heart can gently hold the entire world and more now. I’m so glad you are strong. Thank you for loving all of us. Love to you, with all my heart. Angela

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        1. Angela ❤️ It was cathartic, I don’t regret sharing that as all, just wish I had done it sooner although maybe the time was now..

          Love, peace and healing to everyone who has had painful lessons in any form..

          So much Love and gratitude 🙏❤️❤️

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  30. Surprisingly, I’m not really surprised by all of this.

    Growth through chaos and conflict until the younger souls see the light…or how the Babylon 5 Shadow War is metaphorically real for a Sci-fi TV show.

    I’ve got to have an inner dark side as well; I’m a little too eager to bash antifa skulls and paint the ground red with PTW usurpers. It’s almost like I would thrive in a dark timeline if I *had* to.

    But I’m just tired of this crap, I’m getting off this planet ASAP.

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  31. That is consistent with what I read about Starseeds: Collier & al. – also in The Emerald Flame. Starseeds had a role in the Galactic Wars and since then they are choosing to incarnate where and when circumstances require Awakening and Enlightment. Your dream just completes the picture and is perfectly consistent with what circulates as Pleiadian “theology” (no such thing, I know): Source is creating “reality” and “us” to let us play billions of parts to get Source to know her/himself. We are the evolving self-awareness of Source – in all the other simultaneous planes inside Source her/himself. To function, the whole thing requires “fragmenting” (which is illusory) in fractals + forgetting + someone who pushes back on remembering + someone who works for remembering.

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      1. I thought it was interesting in Gods of Eden William Bramley wrote that a bizarre psychosis had happened where now one hand is holding down the other in creation once source fragmented itself. I don’t know how we will get around that I do wonder though.

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  32. ~ Cristina (Delfina Gasoido) ~
    I’d like to send you an email privately. If this is ok with you, perhaps you could ask the CATs for my email address and then contact me? If the kind CATs are willing to do so, thank you!
    love, friend

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  33. (scratching head)….

    Not quite knowing what the heck the big reveal here is.
    Thousands of us forerunners have known all this and much more for the past decades, so that it is merely common knowledge.

    And even so you are still missing very large aspects of the puzzle. Which have already been given to you, from forerunners popping in and out of this blog for the past few years and dropping them here for you.

    P.S. BTW, You and your group continuously and darkly censored/rejected a great many of these free gifts of light knowledge…these ‘light drops’….

    ~ White Dragon

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    1. Really… so what are we missing? We only censor those who are abusive, or cause problems. So… enighten us. So far all you’re doing is being condescending.

      And it’s not news to everyone. It wasn’t news to us, we’d suspected it before we ever heard about it years ago, but to have it demonstrated/proven the way it was was surprising. The knowledge that comes from direct experience is more valuable than hearsay, which is why we never mentioned it. Without proof, it was basically a theory. But if you’d like to feel superior, we won’t stop you.

      < CAT Eds.

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      1. WWG1WGA, For We Are One. Each having their own path/lessons to experience. In Time/3d it may seem 1000 years to an Individual. Then Another, a day, yet, We All end up where We should, now. IMO. Peace.

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    2. Each has Their Own Way/Path, no instruction manual needed. Just a Heart to Love every Thing. Peace.

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  34. Hola! I just read the first chapter of “The Disappearance of the Universe.” Which I found more palatable, more delicately prepared and digestible than ACIM. I will read chapter 2 tomorrow; apparently there are 17. Which seems to mean–I’ll be finishing up on Orthodox J-mas Eve. Interesting times, indeed.

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    1. @Lawrence,

      This book I absolutely <3. ACIM is dry… but needed. The ending got me. I was talking to my son about Disappearance of the Universe yesterday… we had a good discussion about SOURCE. Him and I are finally apparently on the same page after years of him thinking there is no 'God'


      ❤ kk

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  35. Where’s this wave then?

    Did I miss it? I had to pop out for crumpets and camomile. I’d be a notch above distraught if it happened while I was wrestling with a cursed mask waiting to enter our local grocery store.

    I did see Trevor from two doors up when I arrived back home, looking very smug with himself I must say. Typical, the whole street becomes aware of their multidimensionality and I’m toasting crumpets. Mondays…


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    1. Molly McCordS latest astrological channelling kind of explains the ebb and flow of energies as they build gradually.. I guess it must be a marker in time but with blurred boundaries. 🌈 really hoping for something big prior to the school year commencing. Shake shake.. the election finalises so it has to happen.. some say 23rd of December.. pence news…I saw a link to 1623 on Twitter, trump links which of course could be coincidence but seems apt

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        1. To be honest I don’t know much about any pence at all. The little I’ve seen of him he seemed genuine, but that is very limited. I’m just hoping that some sort of clarity will come soon.. I listen to Lin Wood and he seems very heart felt and I hope I am right about him, as he seems genuinely good, and for the people. It’s never been harder to be patient!

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            1. I’ve only seen him twice I forgot he had this done. Anyone who sits on camera to have a vaccine raises major suspicion. It’s such an odd thing to do. It’s hard with the vaccine being promoted by all sides. All my family think tests and vaccines are totally fine, and they worry about my sanity I’m sure. Thank God January is close. It has to be a turning point doesn’t it? I’m finding it hard to focus on what I need to be doing in my day to day life, I feel stuck in a limbo of waiting.

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        2. When p-ence was in Indiana there were accusations of children. 3d will tell, sure would have been nice if they all flashed out on 21st. The g-reveal is on going, whoopee(not really, I’m neutral). It’s something We’re supposed to experience. Peace.

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      1. Cat Eds. Monty Python is a great aid to sailing these current waters. Cue a large boot decending! 😹🐇 Couldn’t find a boot so a killer rabbit will have to do.🐰

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        1. I totally agree!

          “We are no longer the knights who say Ni! We are now the knights who say ekki-ekki-ekki-pitang-zoom-boing!”

          Kind of says it all really 😉

          Much Love ❤️🙏❤️

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  36. Oh, AM, Har! (Feeling less crabby, thank you. The gum problem resolved itself a bit ago. It seems that a husk from some popcorn I ate a few nights ago decided to burrow in between a tooth and the gum. Damn, it was killing me for 3 days. Growl, snarl! All betta’ THANK YOU VERY MUCH ) <J

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  37. Reminds me of a quote by Toni Lilly (the wife of Dr. John Lilly…they worked with communicating with dolphins)…
    “Life is a series of interrelated squiggles; lubricated by cosmic giggles.”

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  38. Are we there yet? My health woes worsened over the weekend and as the pain increases, my vibration lowers. Sigh. And there’s a Nurse Ratched who is seemingly blocking my access to my surgeon to ask for advice. What the heck? Please drag me along on your cat tails. I can’t take much more. ❤ ❤ ❤

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    1. Oh, and I forgot to mention this. Some of you may remember last summer I requested some light pours for my beloved older sister Anne, a retired Reiki healer from the state where the riots started this summer? She then had a brain anomaly that was causing confusion and depression. Well, now she’s having stroke-like “lost time”. If you can drag the both of us along on your Cat tails, we will be so Grateful to be able to spend another period of service to Source together. We are ONE. ❤ ❤ ❤

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      1. Hi lauraksmi, bathing both you and your sister in a gentle shower of golden / bronze drops of light. Like toasted sun drops. Love, Angela

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  39. First night of some really horrid dreams for a long time, one I saw people get into a lift and then the energy just crushed them right in front of me.

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  40. @CAT Eds

    “Such a close conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn hasn’t occurred since 1623…”

    Haven’t had a dream, although last night I worked on a past life in Trigor where I died in 1674 age 13/14 after a forced marriage ceremony, (guess who?). Hopefully cleared repelling energy fields around both myself and the only man for me, (deliberately placed around both of us that lifetime we shared briefly to keep us apart in other lifetimes), they also tied my spirit to the underworld. Great time to clear lots of 💩

    Managed to get to the shops yesterday before the crowds descended; was impressed with my big roughty roughty 22 year old son who made baklava; infused the syrup, rolled filo pastry…… a bit delicate as he’s a black belt in origami 😉💖💞

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  41. Up at 4:30 this morning. Things seem calm, smooth, and placid. Got a trace of snow late yesterday afternoon. Less than an inch. New plants due to arrive today and Thursday. Gardener is in for a Christmas treat for the remarkable hard work she’s done for this place this year. I don’t know if I should have my morning latte this early or not…..It’s always more fun to have it in the daylight in the garden. Perfect solution! Go back to bed and get up at 8. Cheers on this early morning blather. <J

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  42. Was puppeteer Jim Henson a CAT? I’ve been a fan of his The Dark Crystal movie since it came out in 1982. Henson meant it to be an adult film, but tt was originally marketed as a kid’s film. It definitely is not. At the end he depicted the merging of the Light (the Mystics) and Dark (the Skeksis) into one. It’s the only film I know of that does this.

    Here is an excellent 10 minute summary of the movie if you don’t want to rent it:

    ps, most of the time I feel like the character Aughra

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      1. Please Brother J. Is there another way to heal All without having to experience trauma for Us/Them/We/All? The mind & heart crushing experiences everyone has gone through is Enough. There has to be another way…please?

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          1. I take solace in the fact this is all an Illusion and I am sane. I see what’s happening and am not freaking out.

            It’s all but a blip in time.

            I can also be grateful for the things I do have when something bad happens. There is always a bright side


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          2. The process of understanding, “It is all an illusion”, is existential pain for me. Maybe I’m too literal & practical to truly grasp it…

            1) In this Now moment, me typing, is real. Where is the illusion in that?
            2) Pain/trauma (any kind) is felt in the Now moment. How is thIs an illusion?

            3) A multidimensional me/US could be viewing the Now me/US from a “distance”; .…like watching TV.
            4) Perhaps the multidimensional me/US cannot Feel the pain/trauma the “fragment” is feeling; thus for the multidimensional me/US the pain is an illusion?

            5) Just because the multidimensional realm says this is an illusion does not mean that the fragment …is not experiencing the reality of pain/trauma in their Now moment.

            6) Therefore, the fragment IS experiencing Reality (for them) in the Now moment.

            7) What am i not understanding? Where is the disconnect?

            *Lightbulb (or mixing different topics?): < When the fragment experiences/Feels LOVE….Is the Illusion transmuted/Alchemize to reality?

            PS As hard as i look i haven't seen signs of illusion (multidimensional no). i will keep looking…sigh.

            Thank you! Thank you! Thank you for this blog & all the beings on it (seen & unseen)! My heart to yours!

            If your too tired to answer this it is OK. Understand :)))

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          3. Since our Life on Earth is all illusion, what about Karma and Akashi Records? Illusions too?

            L with a round face? I was hoping he would look like Tom Ellis 😉 who played the same role in the same name movie (shown in Netflix). BTW, why do Archangels always appear as male?

            Not that I’m against, just curious – “In addition, the Greek word for “angel” in the New Testament is angelos, itself a masculine noun. A feminine form of this word does not exist”

            If Angels are an extension of SOURCE, what about Reptilians? From their own source?

            “In reality, there is no “dark.” It’s more of a sanity/insanity issue Eventually, Our Mind will be healed. Sure is taking a while”
            – does it include PTW? Does it also mean that we could be part of PTW at some time in our Life, right?

            Thanks for all the updates, still trying to digest all the information. I’m often one posting behind most of the commentators here! 😁

            Gratitude & Love for waking me up 🙏💖… albeit slowly but surely.

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    1. Meanwhile, I’m stuck in ER on 3D. My dr. THINKS im having a gallbladder attack on account of not keeping anything down last night and pain all week in my right ribcage. But today I feel fine. So I feel like im wasting my time when I should be at work. Ugh. And then this girl guilted me into paying for her marketing services on my side job but I hardly sold anything last month and it was xmas wreaths she was “marketing. ” Claiming I agreed to pay for 3 months. Bonus. I just found out I lost my health care in new year bc job had to cut my hours bc of fake beer bug. So how are we coming on that flash? Asking for a friend.

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  43. Hello Beautiful People
    What an action packed post this is. Just wanted to touch base with everyone and join in supporting all of us traveling on this amazing journey.
    I just read the Cats Eds. post saying there is no “dark,” that its more of a sanity/insanity issue. Our mind will be healed and yes its taking a while.
    Hang in there everyone. May all worlds host LOVE!

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  44. Not sure if it’s just me, but the last few days, every now and then I get a moment where I get this strange, wobbly, swimming, time standing still moment, thinking, wondering, okay is this it? Then, everything sort of gently goes back to normal 3D (and rising) feeling. I wonder if its like more and more acute ‘shots of light’ coming into reality. My words don’t properly explain or do justice, language can be so restrictive sometimes!

    Sunsets are getting more marvelous and despite the planes (bless them) doing their 3D things, I seem to be seeing more light and colour beyond (the grey) which gives me great hope things are changing although it seems sometimes painfully slow!

    On another note, Elsie is actually asking me for things!

    ‘Want Bubbles!”

    It’s wonderful but I am out of puff! Who knew that blowing bubbles could be so exhausting!

    Bubbles do lift any melancholy away though I highly recommend to Angels & All! Especially blowig them towards any sunlight through windows…the colours…


    Love ❤️🙏❤️

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  45. Quick dream conveyance from last night — “we” were all getting onto a roller coaster. “They” were having us get on from the back seats first for ballast reasons or something. All baggage had to be left on the deck though, including purses (I balked, but did it). Nice leather cushions on the seats, so I think the implication was you’d have a cushier ride if you got rid of your [emotional] baggage first. I think this dream was prompted by my sending a YT video of an Alba Weinman session (the most recent Discourse session) to some friends, where the speaker was urging that everyone declutter their inner junk for a smoother transition moving forward (and that there wasn’t much time left to do so!). Both friends only heard declutter in the sense of their homes / stuff. I asked them to go back and listen again… I forget how this idea of clearing out emotional triggers is new to most people, but wasn’t expecting it to be to the point of literally not hearing it. — Despite the clearing work I’ve done, the 20th had me pretty whomped. Head and stomach, same old same old. Still woozying at this point, but not complaining — bring on the light!

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